Have you Experienced Betrayal Trauma?

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There are a number of factors which contribute to being able to recover from a crisis or a trauma. If you’ve experienced a betrayal, maybe read through this list, and see if there are things that can help you here:

1. First … we need to break through the denial and admit to ourselves that we’re dealing with a crisis, and we’ve been traumatized. This is a prerequisite for seeking help.

2. Next … we need to ‘get’ that our recovery comes down to us ourselves. Friends might empathize, and may try to show they care. But, really, we’re the ones who will have to do the work. We have to deal with all the triggers, with the pain, the loss of trust, the roller coaster of emotions and the dark and desperate thoughts. I know it isn’t fair – and we didn’t choose this road.

3. “Building a fence”. By that, we mean being able to decide what is OK in our lives (what doesn’t have to change – for not everything must change) … and things that need attention, and need attention now.

Examples of the former might include: having a career we are proud of; having interests and achievements we feel good about; and having good relationships with our children and friends.

Examples of the latter might include figuring out the extent of our partner’s addiction; determining how long he has been deceiving and lying to us; determining whether he really is serious about getting help; deciding what changes will need to occur for us to stay in the relationship, and for us to feel safe in the relationship.

4. Getting appropriate support from others. This might include finding our own counsellor or therapist; getting help from a couple’s or sex-addiction therapist; finding out as much as we can about betrayal trauma; joining a 12-step or some other kind of support group; and sharing what has happened with select family or friends.

5. Finding other people who can act as role models for coping and recovering from betrayal trauma. For most individuals it’s a lonely, unknown road. Thus, finding others who have trodden this same road too can give a sense of hope when we fear there is no hope. Also, they can act as an example, and share what worked for them.

It should be noted that role models can be real life people we have met or known. Alternatively, they can be people we know about, or simply people whose books we’ve read. For example, they could be people who write about challenging and complex topics such as learning to trust again, or being willing and able to forgive.

6. Having a strong ego. Ego strength refers to that core essence of the self, to that part of us which knows we will survive, no matter what! It includes having a sense of meaning and purpose; having the ability to accept, tolerate and manage intense emotions; being able to judge reality correctly; and being able to make wise and informed decisions (which are in our best interests).

7. Being able to identify the times when we have coped – and the ways that we have coped, with a crisis in the past. This helps us connect us with our self, and with our strengths.

8. Having the ability / being willing to tolerate uncertainty and ambiguity. There are no guarantees, and the future is unknown. Reality has changed… And the past is different too. This is a very scary place for us to be. Being willing to be patient, and ‘to wait and see’ removes a lot of pressure when our stress levels are high.

9. Working on being flexible rather than rigid. What do we mean by that? One of the main reasons that we feel so shocked and scared is – it’s not what we expected, or the way things ought to be. For example, we don’t expect our partner to have a secret life. We don’t expect them to lie or hide important stuff from us. However, if we will face the truth and facts – the facts we don’t want to accept – it’s easier to heal, and to rebuild our broken lives.

10. Having firmly established core values. This means clearly defining what we will and won’t accept. It means communicating where we’re going to draw the line, and how we will establish healthy boundaries. This is part of self-respect and is central to self-care.

13 thoughts on “Have you Experienced Betrayal Trauma?

  1. I’m the former partner of a sex addict sadistic Narcissist so I don’t know if any of this pertains to me. Meaning, I am not still in the relationship with the sex addict.

    The betrayal trauma for me, was carried into my next major longterm relationship. Which btw, I was totally not ready to be in for multiple reasons. One because I have a broker picker from boatloads of childhood trauma. One could say it makes me easy prey for smooth talking cons and predators and/or that I am unconsciously seeking to replicate the family of origin trauma and re-enact it so that I can feel more powerful over the situation now as an adult.

    Sometimes, I wonder if I got enough support/help around my ex sex addict. It was perhaps as traumatic as my childhood stuff, just different.

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    • I’m really sorry you’ve been through so much. Relationships are meant to bring out the best in us. They are meant to be safe nourishing places. They’re not meant to undermine or destroy us.
      Unfortunately, I think it is often hard to get sufficient, and the right kind of, help when we are in/ have been in a relationship with a sex addict. I also agree that it can be just as traumatic as childhood stuff, just different. Thanks for the comment!

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  2. Do you think these things pertain to partners of alcohol and drug addicts also? I’m not in relationship with one now and never plan to again but it seems I always get with one that hides it and it comes out later. I’m hoping I’ve healed this issue because I’ve figured out that it comes from childhood issues, but I’m so afraid of getting into another relationship again that my mind doesn’t even think in the romantic sense anymore – like that part of me just turned off. I’m wondering if I’ll always want to be single or if I’m just healing from the last one still.

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    • I’m so sorry you have had such negative experiences of relationships. Addicts are often master deceivers so it’s actually easy to experience gaslighting, or to not know your partner has a secret life.
      With respect to the points raised in the post, I think these apply to any personal crisis or trauma experience.
      If you can see a pattern in your relationships, it’s probably wise to explore this in counselling. It’s possible to heal from what’s happened in the past, and hopefully find a healthy partner who will love you properly and well. All the very best.

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